Nov 30, 2012

Last Bball Season!

No words for this. If you've had a senior , you know what I'm feeling right now. If you haven't, and you have kids, you WILL! Either way, we all feel joy watching our kids be able to do what they love. Right now, I am full of joy and super proud.

Blake scored 32 points...winning would have been better, but you can't go winning games right off the bat. They've got nowhere to go but UP! This was a write up of the game
Click HERE for the link.

This is what I saw as I came home from work!





Im happy for the moments I get to watch Blake play basketball...

Nov 23, 2012

Thanksgiving Fun!

I love my family...as crazy, disfunctional (we're not THAT bad), and lively we are...it's always a good time and we have fun together. My brothers, sisters, and Dad make me laugh so hard! They all have a different type of humor too. Back to Thanksgiving...that is what I am most thankful for, my family. I know, it's not original, but there is never a dull moment. I love Curtis for being able to manage me and my family and stick around. But, honestly...he loves it!

Poker with the guys...
Dressing up the cute neighbor baby in a turkey costume and putting him in a roaster for gigs...

And shopping with the girls...

Kristen is HILARIOUS! Every year, if you need something, she'll get it. We don't even have to wait in line or fight a crowd. She walked out of Target with the 50" TV, we were laughing in amazement!
The problem was...we had the car and 5 people. She was showing us how we would all fit.
The poor girls...the things we do for...wait, who did we buy it for?

Im happy for the moments I get to spend with my sister and niece shopping...for absolutely nothing...at 1:00 a.m....and laugh til I pee

Nov 11, 2012

Love these guys!














Oct 23, 2012

Bear Lake

We headed up to Bear Lake for 3 whole days and 3 whole nights...all 5 of us...together...and we made it! Can you believe it? It was such a nice break, everything was beautiful! I love spending time with my guys. Im either laughing, crying, refing fights, in amazement, proud, or shaking my head:)










Im happy for the moments where all three boys are in the backseat either fighting or loving on eachother....im not sure which is which at this point.

Im happy for the moments where we enjoy hikes and picnics together.

Im happy for the moments where Blake can't stand that his Dad beats him at tennis

Im especially happy for the moments where the boys are happy and Coop loves everything about the trip.....food, crafts, swimming, tennis, drive, milkshakes...everything! AND he tell you with a big hug

Oct 14, 2012

Cornmaze!

I love fall. It's probably my favorite time of year. We hung out at Cornbellys Thanksgiving Point for hours...enjoying the elements of fall!







Im happy for this moment where Coop grabs my hand and says, "thanks mom for bringing us here, you are the best mom ever!" And, "How do we get out of this friggin maze?"

Oct 8, 2012

Blake Homecoming '12

Blake and Haley..haha


The boys....Collin, Peck, Blake and Gavin. Their bball theme this year...Why Not?
Really?
The group


I'm happy for the moments to see Blake and his friends enjoying school memories together....

No Pics?!

What kind of mom doesn't take pictures of her boys on their first day of senior year, middle school, and third grade? It's hard to know for sure, but I would guess it's the kind of mom who still cares deeply about her kids, possibly works full time, has lunches to pack, herself to get ready, a non-running car, has to leave early to drop off husband at work, clothes not dry in the dryer, out of coffee....etc etc etc. Im just spitball'in here...it could be any of those things...really. In my defense, none of us started on the same day or the same time, so I really didn't have the three of them together the first week.

So, here ya go.....happy?



I'm happy for the moments that I have with all three boys together....which is rare, as you can see!

Sep 8, 2012

Team Fresh

Fresh uni's, fresh team, fresh baseball. Chase's team is now with Pioneer baseball:) 3 team members had to leave to play in their own division and we picked up 3 fresh teammates! They are already off to a great start and Chase is so happy to be apart of this team. They have been playing together since the summer we moved here. I am thrilled as well since the majority of our Saturday's, as well as some week nights and weekend tourny's, are spent at the baseball field, I'm glad it's with wonderful friends. Our families have a great time together and it makes this experience all the better.


I'm happy for the moments I get to watch my son's do the things that make them happy...

Aug 26, 2012

Even Harder to Believe...

What's even harder to believe is that Blake is a senior. Most know that this marriage was never alone! It's always been Me, Curt, and Blake. It's hard to believe that just a few short years ago we were in Pullman watching our little man play basketball games on a playskool plastic bball hoop in our living room. Or, that it seemed like yesterday he was running out telling us and cousin Angela that he had hair on his balls (this is a true story). Well, this is the firsts of the lasts...last first day of school, last year of Summer basketball, last school pictures, last high school basketball game, last Spring break, last Christmas as a kid, last Homecoming, last Prom, last birthday before an adult, last....ok Im going to stop now because I am literally getting sick.

Curt and I were talking about this and both of us were speechless....just thinking about it. When we have the boys, as babies, watching them grow up, doing the things we think is best for them, making those decisions necessary as time comes....and never stopping to consider that they will be on their own, having families of their own, making own decisions, careers, babies...!!! Now, all of that will be starting for our baby boy! It's all too fast and I couldn't be more proud, scared, anxious, happy, fulfilled, hopeful, etc. etc. So many mixed feelings.

He's a working man now....so naturally, having to be responsible for his own gas, he decided to purchase himself a moped. They call themselves the "silver back scooter gang" One thing that will never change, I will ALWAYS enjoy my boy...he's the best.

I'm happy for the moments where I see Blake as my baby boy and now as he reaches those milestones...

Hard to Believe...

It is hard to believe..... while looking back that we have been together for almost 20 years. Married 17....that's half my life at this point. One would never go into a marriage thinking, "this probably won't last long, but it works for now." However, I have a hard time comprehending how it all actually plays out. People do a lot of changing and growing in that time and I am grateful we have grown and changed together.

I was talking with someone awhile back and they said, “that’s pretty impressive” At the time, my head was shaking like, “yup” but I was thinking, "eh whatever, what would you know?" Referring to the fact that marriage isn’t easy and just because two people are married, it doesn’t mean that it’s perfect. I may still believe that to an extent, but I am convicted by the belief that it’s never going to be perfect and how you choose to live with those imperfections and keep yourself, as well as each other,in tact is the real testament. I am grateful for my husbands tenacity to show patience, love, understanding and humility in order to overcome those times of despair. I don't know anyone who loves me as much as he does to do those things that are necessary for us to live as a family. He sacrifices a lot and instead of simply "surviving it" he truly looks to fulfillment and quality of life for me and the boys. For that, I am blessed.
Seven Brides for Seven Brothers....Sundance
I'm happy for the moments that Curt and I take to hang with eachother...