Feb 8, 2017

Im working on it!!!

I felt this was a good title, because it relates to literally everything in my life right now.....

Another move-house, transitions, area? Im working on it!
New jobs? Im working on it!
Home in tact? Im working on it!
Marriage? Im working on it!
Being there for the boys? Im working on it!
Physically, mentally, and spiritually healthy? Im working on it!
Engage in new school/community/relationships? Im working on it!
Family and Friends? Im working on it!

It's a good thing we have this thing called grace. Because..... I need it..... Im a work in progress. Sometimes receiving grace is hard to do. It's hard to believe and sometimes I allow doubt and fear to influence my "work in progress". That is not what is intended for me, or anyone. What is intended is a clear mind, free of guilt, fear, and doubt... and filled with the Spirit in love, trust, and grace.

I know that where I am at now, I am relying on the strength, faith, and influence of others who have been placed to speak life into my "work in progress." I am grateful for these people during this time. In times of worry and doubt, I repeat and read this prayer that a friend (one of "my highest people") shared with me, to fill my mind with the good. I hope it can help you in the midst of any fears and doubt and worry you may have.

"What are you trying to teach me through this? 
How can I glorify you during this time? I need you God, I need
your help. I need your comfort. I need your wisdom. I need
you to sustain me and help me find joy in the midst of the frustration
and the uncertainty. I can't do it without you. I know you are there and 
that you are faithful and that Im never alone. I trust you. I love you.
and I am thankful." 

Reading that does 3 important things for me. It 1) fills my mind with the good, not the bad. 2) reminds me that I need to be able to listen to follow the path intended for me. 3) assures me that I have the highest of people around me, speaking words of life. 

I am grateful for the space between these moments when I am "working on it!" Be happy for this moment, this moment is your life.